ENGLISH VERSION


Nude
Door is locked during the night 
Come back to bed
Ancient Stranger
Confess –
You are imbecile
The stage is yours-
The actor is stripped


Neurotics
I want to last forever
when
I choose the lipstick with a shade
I lick it like those neurotics
who imagining an orgasm from afar
or those women demanding dominus
however
however
without success the will is powerless

Externalities
externalities alone
in what I create
egoism alone
in what I pretend I love
haughtiness alone
in what I pretend I know
I am emotions alone – 
reflections
I feel sick for the society – 
I hate it
I have no idea what is kindness
I just imitate it
I become infected with narcissism
I dissimulate
repeating the banalities
from books
to be unable to
I am externalities

Wings 
home
I will never return to
on the edge of the night
turns into a bird
flies out the window
lands on an apple branch
black sleep wings
receive satisfaction from waving them
black sleep wings
throw curses
into my eyes
 
they see
 
they don‘t 
ORIGINAL TEXT


„Nuogas“
Nakčiai durys rakinamos
Grįžk į lovą 
Senas keistuoli
Pripažink – 
Esi silpnaprotis
Scena tavo – 
Aktorius nuogas


„Neurotikai“
noriu užtrukti
kai
renkuosi lūpdažį su atspalviu
laižau jį lyg tie neurotikai
įsivaizduojantys orgazmą iš tolo
ar moterys reikalaujančios dominus
bet
bet
be sėkmės valia neturi jokios galios

​
„Paviršiai“
vien paviršiai
ką deduosi kurianti
vien egoizmas
ką deduosi mylinti
vien puikybė
ką deduosi žinanti
esu emocijos vien -
atspindžiai
visuomene sergu -
jos nekenčiu
nemoku gėrio
jį tik mėgdžioju
užsikrečiu tuštybe
veidmainiauju
kartodama klišes
iš knygų
būti negebu
esu paviršiai

​„Sparnai“
namai
į kuriuos nesugrįšiu
nakties paribiuos
virsta paukščiu
išskrenda pro langą
nutupia obelų šakose
juodi miego sparnai
mojuodami patiria pasitenkinimą

​juodi miego sparnai
sviedžia prakeiksmus
mano akims

jos mato
ir nemato

Laura Lu

Laura Lu was born in 20/06/1982 in a tiny village Milaišačiai, Plungė’s district. She is a member of Lithuanian Union of Independent Writers. In 2017 Laura Lu published her poetry book "Votai". She writes poetry from her teenager times. Often participates in various poetry events. 
During this difficult time she shares her poetry only on social media and says: „I believe that God is not insane“.

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